1st Post of 2007

It's been a while since I've done this. I need this outlet.

Having to say 'goodbye' to someone whom I thought still have several good years, is a hard thing. Especially when it came all of a sudden.
It almost made me guilty that I've not been back to see them. They played a part in my life. And I really do miss them so.

I might not have that upgrade afterall. I do not know if she was playing mind games with me or really letting me into her secrets. But it was not a good way to end the week.
It also made me wonder: with my deception to others, have I succeeded in even fooling myself?

New year, hopefully new start.