Old Nightmares

After what happened today, I really am in shock. Thinking back, I could also have been the one. I could also have been in the same situation.

Who or what is going to prevent me from NOT falling into the trap?
This is way close to my heart. Like what I told them, I can't think this straight and clear.

But there is still tomorrow to cope with. I still have to face him and the rest.

The fear that it could be happening to me is real and immediate. It's my brother. It's me.